Anxious to get the treatment started as the tumor seemed to grow larger each day. It was pressing outward on the side of my breast, I could see it pushing out. My skin color was changing and my nipple had started to hurt. The week of waiting for tests and the week of tests was delaying getting this started and I feared that with the cancer growing this fast, that I it was sending out it's evil micro agents and would find a place to metasize. No, I am not crazy. I've read blogs and posts on sites about other woman with Triple Negative and it does the same thing.
I welcomed the poison into my body.
Yeah Chemo
The Red Death or Devil - a chemo drug
Really it sucked. I was scared but I knew this is what I had to do. I hadn't been sleeping and it was about to get a whole lot worst. I had a bad reaction to the steroids afterward. I turned bright red an my face and upper body were swollen, ugly. I didn't sleep for days, I was easily upset and cried a lot. I went to some dark places. It was so hard.
Two days later, still swollen from the steroids and it stung.
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